OK fair enough.. yes I've been away from the world of blogging for a bit now..
& No I didn't run away from home. Not to say that I haven't wanted to..
I have genuinely been busy as heck.. Kids finishing up school & activities.. the entire Canada day long weekend I was back & forth everyday to a neighbouring city for Steven's Lacrosse Tournament (Maple Ridge to port Moody for those of you in the know! ~lol~ )
& then on top of that we had our annual Red & White Canada Day party..Crazy Busy but FUN!
Other than that I'm desperately trying to spend as much spare time as I can right now with the kids as they are now leaving this weekend until the END of July with their Dad down to Oregon...Nice for them .. but Horrid for me.
.. the part I haven't wanted to talk about is how I had booked my holidays for these 2 weeks ( where I usually do) - He does things with them the first 2 weeks as it's his birthday but -there was NO negotiating with him about moving the time ..& worse yet - I can't . He insisted that HE had booked campsites with His parents & it was already DONE ...end of story.
Yes I could cancel my time off .. but there was no where in the summer I could still get any time.
Fun eh?? Yea .. well I've fallen into quite a funk about all this some days.. tryin not to.. but well ...any who..
& the reality is Jamie is incredibly overwhelmed & busy with work right now soooo I'm gonna on my own with no one but my own retarded brain to deal with .
I wasn't keen on blabbling about it .. mostly because I'm of the mind that you can't fix this for me .. or in some cases can't understand why I'm not just Happy to have time to myself..
So really .. why talk about it in the first place??
On top of that .. there is HUGE changes going on at my work .. our ward will be closing in the next couple weeks & up until the other day none of our staff even knew where they were goin next.. this is going to be ongoing as they are in the process of "downsizing" the Hospital.. so life as I have known it there-- is unraveling rapidly.. Needless to say this is scary & just adding to the pile of FUN thoughts running around in this head..
Throw in the fact that I have lost all ambition for any structured exercise program .. because every time I do.. anything that involves weight bearing on the stupid foot .. I am limping for days after.. & well ... that hasn't been making me too happy either..
Gee this is one of those things where you kinda wished you didn't ask now isn't it??
anywho .. I'm sorry I have been derelict I keepin up with you all .. I just haven't had the time or frankly the energy to be "cheery & supportive".
The one good new thing in my world is I have discovered Facebook..
This year will be my 20th reunion for school ...( yea more potentially heavy thoughts ~lol~)
but it has provided a great resource for helping to track down missing classmates :)
It also is a simple "light & fluffy " way to comunicate as much or as little as you wish ..
So yea --If you wann say a quick hi.. I check in there pretty much every day..
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
Fine Fine ..ok already..
Posted by Pamela at 10:58 AM
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nice to see you are writing again... sucks about the vacation plans... ugh. makes you want to scream eh?? =)
sorry Lala, but glad you shared... yeah we can't fix it, and it does suck, but at least you know we are all here for you. big hugs. Go get your toes done or something for a treat :)
We might not be able to fix it but we certainly don't mind being a few ears & shoulders. Vent if you need to.
And I totally understand being upset about the vacation plans. As nice as it is to have time to myself, I look forward to spending time with my kid too.
I've missed you. *hugs*
I check just about everyday to see if you posted and have been wondering about you. It does sound like you have a lot going on and a lot of stress. I know you think there is no sense in talking about it but I am sure you felt better just getting it all of your chest. It is okay, we can take it cause most of us have some sort of stress in our lives as well so we know where you are coming from. Just do what you need to do to get through it but know that you are supported and missed when you are not around here in blog land. I hope things start to look up for you soon:)
We love you girlie and miss you!!! I amsorry things are not the best right now.....you can give me a ring any time you have some down and bored goin crazy time, alright???
I'll give you a call this week...I think I have things under control here...I think anyway lol
I have missed you girl! I was just thinking yesterday that I would email you and see if you were ok. Long time without my LaLa and I was worried.
Life sounds busy and crazy, but I am glad you are still here!
Miss you!
=)
Just wanted to say hi, things have been so busy on my end I have only had time to read and run until now!!
Hope you are doing well, miss ya :>
Jo
But maybe one of us would've been up for a Blend weekend!
Hey nothing wrong with venting and letting us know how you're doing :) Glad to see you back either way and thanks for the birthday wishes on myblends :)
At least we know you're still around! Sometimes it helps to vent!
I've just had my 30th high school reunion and it was a blast. I hope yours is, too.
Take care and come up for air every now and then!
*HUGS*
A quick "Hi".... Hi!
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