well ( yess I know I tend to start every Blog with silly words..! ) bad habit I guess! Anywho.. it's been a busy week with work & kids activities & being a good girl & going to the Gym every day! ( yay me! ) also been reading LOTS of other peoples blogs in any spare time I have . Wow... really given me a different perspective than ever just "chatting" to them on the Tracker.. I guess we all feel the need to be mostly up beat there.. even when there's things going on in your head that have you in turmoil.
It took me by surprise lately to find that others are struggling with all sorts of issues & some of them really no different than myself. Kinda wierd--but it makes me feel better in a way .. & less "alone". Have realized that hiding out on my own isn't going to make me feel any better.. that reaching out .. even in just writing this to get my thoughts out is better than having them go round in circles in my head! & taking the time to "help" others by words & deeds is probably really the best way for me to feel better.... so that's what makes me happy - feeling usefull... & makes me appreciate all the good that is in my world.
ok this is sounding vague & introspective sooo i think it's time to call it for tonight. I'll write more tomorrow.