FOOD... yes , food I can deal with-- OK soo this is bordering on insanity cooking 19 chicken breasts at a time! ~lol~ .....but 
every thing else in my world right now I can't do a damn thing about!
My sister & my nephew are still in the hospital in Alberta. She managed to get an infection in the REALLY bad tear she ended up with.. ( she & I joke about things being from "A$$hole to breakfast..." well this was.. & it's very not fun .
He(Leland ) is still in the Infant care nursery because he ended up in withdrawl from some of the meds that she is on for her Bi-polar ( yep throw all that in my worry pile too...)
My parents are apart for the first time in 37 yrs since my Mom went out to be with Cin since needless to say between work & kids I Can't!
So Dad is all weird & Mom is having to stay at Cin's on her own . FUN!
What else... hmmm lets see Jamie is gone for the week to a trainining session for work in..Minisota....... I am such a wimp I don't sleep when he's gone & I miss him so much it's stupid!-we're used to talking to each other a dozen times a day & he often comes home from work early just to see me . ( Yes we are pathetic-, I know-- )
& the kids will be gone to thier Dad's tonight because I'm working so I will be comming home to a totally empty house.... I'm NOT real good with that...
OH.. yes & did I mention I'm probably PMSing to boot!? & it's not the bitchy kind -- oh NOOO it's the way over emotional "the sky is falling" type.
I know that others have things going on in their life that are more serious... but right now all of this is just a little overwhelming..
Glad I finally got that out instead of hiding & saying nothing... thanks
Monday, January 09, 2006
The one thing I CAN control...
Posted by Pamela at 10:55 AM
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First of all I didn't notice the ridiculous amount of chicken breasts (LOL) it was your stove - I like your stove.
I know how you feel about being alone; I'm afraid of the dark and on those nights there usually is a serial killer lurking in the neighbourhood and they pick MY house, whats that noise? OMG are they in the house. I've been so petrified at times my ears hum.
You can't possibly be as retarded as I so I would suggest a PMS pamper Pamela night, catch up on what YOU want to watch on TV, if nothing on rent chick flicks. If that fails think of how uninhibited you'd be on the karaoke machine with no one around. You'll be just fine : )
Glad you like the stove Trac :)
We like to cook...A LOT so in was an investment ;)
& thanks for the suggestions :).. I know I'll be ok.. really ..or at least I keep telling myself that! As long as I don't bawl I'll be fine..
Now I'm off to work.. back at midnight.. hmmmm How many lights can I leave on?? :0
Ah, if it'll make you feel better - leave em all on or at least downstairs.
Wow - that's a lot of chicken.
Like you said though - take care of the things you can and let God take care of the rest :)
Chicken - you can do. I hope you feel better soon - actually I know you will. The fact that you're keeping to the plan even when you don't feel like it is a good sign.
I can totally relate to you...
Chicken: we grill up 5 pounds of chicken breats at a time. I do the same with turkey too. I also whip up 4 batches of Golden Pancakes and several tuna patties. I actually put 30 individual oatmeal/splenda/cinnamon
thingys together this weekend, so we could just grab and go.
Alone: Russ works rotating shifts and there is a period of 4 nights that he is on 3rd and the kids are gone. I sleep with the house locked up tight and my phone and ball bat in bed right beside me. Russ asks what I "do" with the bat and I tell him that it is for me to know and him to find out...LOL!
We have a gun in the house, but I don't know how to use it.
Are we still on for skiing in March? email me... go4steffie@aol.com
Take care~
Stef :-)
Hey girl...sorry you are feelin blue...I know the lonely feeling...my hubby works graveyard, so 5 nights a week, it's just me and the boys...but if noone was in the house, I would proabably freak...well, actually, one whole night to do whatever I wanted??? Hmmmmm, that has possibilities...lol...I'll be thinkin of you.
You guys are all Great! Thanks.. it's amazing how much warm words help :)
I don't know how you guys do it being on your own so often... I'm just a wimp now adays I guess -
Hmmm maybe I'll do more cooking when I get home .. Stef made me think of yummy pancakes...mmmmmmm.
No no- I should probably try to sleep otherwise tomorrow is a write off :P
Well its Tuesday - did the boogey man get you??????
Nah I survived it... read a nice "relaxing" book about vampires & werwolves & stuff like that! ~lol
( ok...ok.. so it was the sex parts that kept me distracted! LMAO~~)
Laura K Hamilton if you ever wanna read the series ;)
LOL Suzanne! Yea we really run the gammit don't we?
I might just call .. I know you love those Midnight chat/giggles! :P
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